Weight fluctuated and almost a pound back up. There was no BLT – no bite, lick or taste – but there was a lot of water that I drank. I actually don’t care. I think the sadness of me is weighing down the scale. I’m just continuing, it will drop again. Hoping that my pounding headaches which I’ve had since Tricky’s death and all the grief will fade away, don’t want to take anymore Advil.
Yesterday the ordered WALDEN FARM products arrived: Chocolate Dip, Marshmallow Dip, Strawberry Spread and Apricot Spread. Opened and tasted all except the Strawberry Spread. Geez is that stuff icky sweet. Sucralose, I get it, but how about just the half of it? It overpowers all other tastes. Not sure if I’ll manage to each the Marshmallow Dip. The Chocolate Dip might be interesting to use with/in a coffee and I’m hoping that the Apricot Spread in the yogurt will lose the artificial overtone.

